Barffie The Whine Connoisseur

I am an airhead.
Pissed ppl off yet AGAIN.
I really need to learn how to shut up.

I haven’t got my air tix yet.
Some technical issue.

If all goes well, I am leaving on 15th.
Will try bringing stuff back for u ppl…
But really tight budget n tight schedule when I am in Tokyo,
so I try okie? ))))))))))

Avid Unity at work died-ed.
All works lost.
Lucky my loss wasn’t too great.
Just lay chay gotta rebuild ALL from scratch.

Tired!!!!
After the weekend tt has jus come to pass,
I find tt my family is very nice n complete afterall.
But I turned a little more aloof.
Slept alot of the time. Ahahaha…

And another announcement time…
I’m sorta seeing someone now.
YES AGAIN> VERY SOON> I KNOW I KNOW…

Dun really wanna make a big hoohaa like the last time.
Or pin tooo much hopes on things now.
But… He is different from S.
He doesn’t say things tt will make me feel like crap abt myself.
Well the latter say things for my own good too.
But the former accepts me for who I am.
Really accept me n is understanding n encouraging n patient.
And he doesn’t sweet talk.
That’s e difference between him n e rest of e other guys I dated b4.
He’s down-to-earth, practical, and accomodating.

Let’s see how long it takes before he gives up on me. =\

And yes Auranoir is right,
I had 3 bfs in the span of 3-4 months.
What a slutana ain’t it? o_O
What alphabet shld I give him?
Let’s name him K.
Woaahahaha… check back for more updates…

Met up with #singapore20plus ppl on Sunday at Sembawang for crab…
and I got my @ liaoz!
MAOahaahaha!!!
I prefer the ppl here than 20+ ppl…
Happy happy happy…

Going on the trip soon, and I will miss sg food very much I guess,
and I’ll be frigging broke when I come back
DAMN!!!!!!!!!
But all for travel! And I wanna go Shibuya! And Shinjuku!
I hope to see the sakura before they died-ed…

Fongkee got promoted to producer as well…
Saw his Total Recal trailer – woah not bad sia!
I wish I got better movies to play with…
But well I experimented with some editing tricks on my “Let’s get Harry” trailer… I like it :D:D

Speaking of which, Harry says he might be going to Bruce Dunlop wor…
OMG OMG OMG… he is insatiable! >:P
AIYAH I miss him la… :[

It’s worrying how my cynicism is affecting the way
I am going to enjoy my life.

Whenever something good comes, I’ll wonder when and how it’ll end.
Well everything tt has a beginning will hv an end right?

Putting this song on loop now.
Touched me while working on the trailer for the music video premiere
ONLY on Channel i.
A much more soulful and touching interpretation of the moral-of-story of
Jennifer Lopez’s “My Love Don’t Cost A Thing” huh.

“Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things
Define what’s within
And I’ve been there before
But that life’s a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love him

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing

If I ain’t got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I ain’t got you with me baby”
~ If I Ain’t Got You by Alicia Keys

If I were a month I would be: December – Rainy, yet holiday mood
If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday
If I were a time of day I would be: Anytime after dark
If I were a planet I would be: Jupiter – Big, round and full of storms
If I were a sea animal I would be: Dolphin – Symbolise freedom ba…
If I were a direction I would be: Left – Left-handed ma…
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: Sofa – Comfy…
If I were a sin I would be: Gluttony.
If I were a historical figure I would be: Xi Shi – not tt I am tt beautiful,
but sacrificial for the sake of bigger things…
If I were a liquid I would be: H2O – Clear, simple, unadulterated (I wish).
If I were a stone, I would be: White Jade – Traditional yet different.
If I were a bird, I would be: Nightingale – Like to sing ma…
If I were a tool, I would be: Spanner – Turn ppl round and round.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Hydrangea – A bunch of tiny flowers.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Overcast and Windy.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Violin – Shrill strains.
If I were an animal, I would be: Cat – Lazing around all day is good.
If I were a color, I would be: Red – Loud, passionate, an eyesore.
If I were an emotion, I would be: Love – Happy, and sad at the same time.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Bean sprouts – insignificant, but nice.
If I were a sound, I would be: Waves – soothing or crashing all over.
If I were an element, I would be: Magnesium – burns bright when mixed the right way.
If I were a car, I would be: Mini Cooper – Compact, Retro, enough power.
If I were a song, I would be: Torn. Nuff said.
If I were a book, I would be written by: Yi Shu. Very mild, yet emo.
If I were a food, I would be: Sushi – wrapped up with alot of things.
If I were a place, I would be: Beach – the PUN!
If I were a material, I would be: Paper – Easily torn, burnt, destroyed.
If I were a taste, I would be: Slightly Sour.
If I were a scent, I would be: Clinique Happy – Androgynous, Light.
If I were a word, I would be: Quirky – Sums me up.
If I were an object, I would be: Doormat.
If I were a body part I would be: Heart – Pumping w/o meaning.
If I were a facial expression I would be: Pout – Get annoyed easily.
If I were a subject in school I would be: Art – express yourself!
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Garfield – Lazy Glutton.
If I were a shape I would be: Shapeless – can change one.
If I were a number I would be: 0.

Went Zouk instead…
Ahahaha… anyway we paid to get in by Phuture…
was a little too late and the queue was scary…
But it was the $12 most well spent
Whahaha
We queued, with plans n syndicated moves…
Had fun with this girl called Estelle…
And we took ALOT ALOT ALOT of bottles
Whahaha… and I had Lychee Martini oso, my favorite!
And I am so happy alot of my frens,
from IRC, from sec sch, even from poly turned up
and had fun

COOL! I like e presence of many many friends…
even not so close ones,
but sometimes the superficiality makes life so much more…
fulfilling.
When things go deeper, some of the nice feelings jus wears out.
And simple things get burdened.
Just a thot.
I know someone is going to say I emo again.
Ahahaha…

Well… feeling kinda lost now.
But I am not going to go on about it. Heh.

Alright I have a Frontal Labs event at Zouk tomorrow.
Free entry, free booze.
Asked quite a few ppl, so far only a few replied.
But now I realised Elevation 245 is also TOMORROWWWWWW!!!!!!
I din realise godammit!!!!!!
I like the DJs and the music….
House, Acid Jazz… With Bossa Nova influence…
Walan MY KIND OF MUSIC!!!!!!!!
I wanted to go and now I can’t!!!
*panic panic*

I might be suffering from Passive-Aggressiveness,
a form of personality disorder… =\
This is bad…

http://www.earley.org/Patterns/passive-aggressive%20pattern.htm
http://www.geocities.com/ptypes/passive-aggpd.html#behavior
http://health.discovery.com/diseasesandcond/encyclopedia/700.html

=\ but some signs that i am not,
i dun mind helping others and following orders…
i dun reject higher authority, unless they r being OTT in e first place…
=\
i need therapy?

Zzzzz Zzzzzz Zzzzzzzzzzzz
Wrote a script for Paradise Hotel Ep 13
Alain says it’s not bad *shrugs…*

“Next in Paradise Hotel
Hatred Brews
Tension Boils
Alliances form one after another
But trust was never on the agenda.”

CHEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSYYYYYYYY!!!!!! >:P

Finally went to Power Yoga class after nearly a mth…
And I weigh-ed myself,
it has gone from 50.something,
back to 52…

O M G.
I went for supper somemore…
prata! iced milo! O M GGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!

I am having some sort of a bloody fight in myself now.
No more clubbing,
no more boozing,
no more late night suppers. No More.
*curls up and die*

Seen some really nice quit msgs around.

(Quit (I’ve marked the area around my heart so pulling it out and crushing it will be easier for you.))

(Quit (promiscuity reigns while love dies.))

(Quit (We are our own devils;
we drive ourselves out of our Edens – Goethe))

I am very easily manipulated.
Loser. With a capital L.
Come all those who wanna make use of me.
Come forth and reap ur gains.