Chains?.

yeap some ppl think my project DAMN big,
it is big in a way…
but i have given myself more time,
JUST in case i couldn’t finish it,
for one reason or another,
and i wanna finish it quick,
cos we’re a little short-handed,
so cannot take too much time oso…

anyway the show isn’t that great,
the “supposedly” funny bits only managed to mildly amuse me.
and i am really not one for family comedies…
so…
just a trailer that would do it justice will do la…
i hope i get more chances like this…
get to explore writing scripts,
thinking of songs to use,
and the approach to do it…

ok la not too bad, it’s an ok thing… *mumbles mumbles*

yeap, this is a boring friday night…
no where to go, no one to go out with, no money to go anywhere…
few of us wanted to watch “Cypher”,
but it’s no longer running in the theatres already…
i’m interested in sci-fi, fantasy movies…

some of the movies i liked:
the truman show
pleasantville
lord of the rings
phenomenon

shows like that intrigue me,
not some fuzzy romance thingy… not some comedy…
not into horror shows somehow (not tt it scares me)…
horror movies just make u feel SCARED.
maybe of toilets, or of water, or of little kids with long hair,
or of little kids wearing raincoats, or of…
well it’s just a scaredey feeling,
nothing special like “WOAHHHH”, or “HEY!”, or “HMM…”
it’s just “AHHHHHHH…”
i like shows with fantasy elements in it man.
i like… … …

ok, enough of myself.
but i can’t comment much on the rest of the world
and the things tt happen around me lately…
haven’t been reading the news or anything… ;\

but i know about the CPF cuts,
the shitty measures that the government are calling “preventive”.
they r just making our lives more miserable than it already is.
those who cannot afford buy flats by cash,
those who use the CPF to pay for their children’s education,
those who use it to invest for money to grow faster.

and most singaporeans will just resign to their fates,
and will continue to hold on to the government railing,
not knowing where it will actually lead them.
maybe i am like this too.

but i am thinking of applying for a “working holiday” visa in UK.
(thanks to assholepup for providing this info)
just something to get away from my life, for a while.
yes…
but can i afford to let my family go almost incomeless for a year?
i can’t.
that is why i dun dare to go study full time,
and i know doing design is not something easily you can handle
part time.
i could save up enough for a plane ticket to UK.
but…
there’s alot of things holding me back.

i guess they are called chains, indeed.

Yay!.

very satisfied with myself
managed to finish the trailer quick enough
YEAH!!!!!!

so… i’ll be free on friday, and the weekend…
who wanna go out?
not exactly go out – but jus hang around somewhere la…
singapore nothing much to do,
no where to go…
so… how?

Worked late again….

worked till 3am plus plus last night
very tired…
and i realised i didn’t do THAT much still…
trailer has to be out on friday (which is tomorrow…)
so die lor?
maybe i’ll go get permission for it to be out on Sat instead ;(
then work thru friday… stuff like that…
GAHHH…
only myself to blame for not being hardwurrrking enough?!

Worked Late – A report.

worked really late,
and was really not very productive.
guardian season ep 3 is hard man…
too many sub-plots, all strong ones… ;\
another late shift tomorrow night…
taking a toil on my complexion,
and giving my dark eye circles a field day i think.
but what to do?
i am only an AP, so i have to go in early to work,
argh 12 hrs working non-stop…

miss the nights when i can sit in front of the comp,
doing useless things like checking email,
updating my blog…
the lazybummie worm is working overtime AGAIN! >:(

i shall finish up tt trailer tomorrow,
and do my bigger, more stressful trailer!
it has to go out on friday… bo bian…

and people jus pray for my mgm job,
for them to call me soon – to get me outta this place…
i like it really, but 2 yrs plus in the same place can
make u uber sianz lor…

i need more fizz in my life!
i need more FIZZZZZZ!
i think i not only needs a break,
and also new surroundings…

where did loyalty to the company go to?
maybe i am in the league of job-hopping generation…
no good… ;\

It Just Won’t Do.

My eyes, that cannot see
other guys that are cuter
and my ears they cannot hear
my friends say
i should walk away

But my heart, it won’t obey
it won’t do, without you
i doubt my heart, it won’t obey
it just won’t do, without you

my mind is buggin out
when i think your it
see me run
lickedy split
and my toes watch them curl
so don’t call me babe cause i aint your little girl

< Tim Deluxe - It Just Won't Do >

Nice day.

finally got the site up and moving…
spent the day helping hairless bear with her church decor…
nice and sweet fuzzy warm feelings…
i wish you all the best jacq…
when will be mine turn?
i know it will be years before i’ll completely trust anyone again,
but i know one day, that one day will come.

had great spaghetti (again) at jac’s house,
i wish my mama could cook nicer pasta… ~~~

raisins was very nice and she helped me paint my nails!
mei mei oor… thank you dahling…
it’s so glam and shimmery man!

Sick of blogger.

i am sick of blogger, and those shitty online diary shit…
i’ve had enough of the error messages!
i’ve had enough trying to figure out the damn html shit!
now this shall be my bladdy blog!

testing?.

tessstingggggggggggggg
Damn blogger keep deleting my templates!!!

Joggin.

Ahz… Been trying to jog as much as possible…
But my physique not so power la…
So jog jog a bit tired liaoz…

Jus wanna get blood pumping a little…
Try to increase metabolism rate…
At least, it’ll help me in whatever little way not to grow fatter again…
Hur Hur…

Anyone wanna jog w me?

H + H = B?.

The following post includes these terms.
And here I am, trying to give u all my definition of these words.

Homosexual = Man who like men only / Woman who like women only
Heterosexual = Man who like woman only / Woman who like men only
Bisexual = Man / Woman who like Men AND Women

Not so confusing huh?
Straightforward right?

But recently, I found myself “appreciating” women more.
FYI, I am a female~
I like looking at Ayumi Hamasaki (she has unreal but beautiful features…)…
I like the sex appeal (yes u heard me right) of Kylie Minogue…
I like the sultry Maggie Q…
I like Sophie Ellis Bextor’s deep chiselled features…
I like the slightly unusual but still very appealing Elva Hsiao…

Ooh…
not many guys make me drool nowadays…
I mean… I use to like a few actors…
Takeshi Kaneshiro “Jin Cheng Wuuuuu!”
Jude Law
Tobey Maguire
Tony Leung
Johnny Depp

I mean I still like them,
but my interest in women has increased…
Maybe I wanna be like them?
Maybe I jus turning Homo?
>:@

And… I know I still like men…
So the more “correct” question should be….
Am I turning Bisexual?

Remember my “gushing” abt how I like women with
nice shoulders and protruding collar bones?
Oh no…

I dun go and did-what-the-girl-acting-in-Secretary-did-in-the-loo…
“Oh Mr GREEYY…”
But my wallpaper is actually Kylie Minogue “squatting” on my screen now…
The disco-diva tt she is… ;In the Impossible Princess single I think..
Nice pic really!

I like her dancing in the music videos…
Stuff like tt…

So… do u think I’m turning a little off the track?
>:@