I think my tummy is coming back.

With a vengeance
Those of u all who went out w my recently
shld see tt I am eating like normal already…
Define “normal”: Like how i used to eat lor…

now i dun exercise tt much anymore
only yoga once a week
and i dun control my makan liaoz

time to do more crunches…
coz my tummy is popping out quite prominently now…

and i think my jelly arms should go to hell too…
practise more yoga at home…
ok? ok…

not being obsessive here…
but since i lost a bit a weight…
i shld at least try to maintain right????

Is my Fashion Sense Outta Da World?!.

I wearing a shirt today
black with white stars all over…
and a pair of white pointy shoes…
(which hurt)

My Harry Arse producer says I look like some Minah Rock!!!!
Boohoo…
He just managed to spoil my day perfectly…
ARGH!!! >:@

Those of u all tt I will see tonight…
TELL ME IS MY DRESSING THAT OUT?!

:’<

Travelling….

I would like to travel around the world.
Very much indeed.
But, the same old $ problem…

1> New Zealand: The scenery! The slow pace of life! The landforms! – I’ve always liked geography…
2> Ibiza: The clubbing! :D:D
3> Europe: Italy, Spain, England, Greece…
4> Maldives: The sun, the sand and the sea! (even though I’m kinda afraid of the sun)
5> Taiwan: The food! Oh glorious fooood…
6> Okinawa: Heard it’s pretty nice.. the sea too…

Ahz…
Anyone share the same dream destination???

Good times bad times.

“You don’t even have to try…
It comes easy for you…
The way you move is so appealing
It could make me cry…”

Nice song…

Dreamy, light, simple

Claiming Cab.

Ahz… writing in my taxi claim now
Some of them is real
some fake (obviously)
and i supposed my office admin or finance ppl wun get to see this post…
and my guilty confession…
but hey…
sometimes we gotta “kope” from our company ooorr…
esp when they pay us so little…
RIGHT?
esp when they took away alot of the bladdy benefits…
RIGHT?
esp when we work late – we shld get some compensation…
RIGHT?

those of u all…
who benefitted from my taxi claims
pls thank Mediaworks…

you all know who u are…
Hee!

One more thing
my receipt for last friday seemed to be gone
SHIT
tt one quite ex leh…
SHITTTTTTT!!!

Everything But The Girl.

Recently, due to the influence of Harry Ass (my producer)
fell in love with Everything But The Girl
- a group, kinda defunct now…
but I will always remember this song by Massive Attack “Protection”
and now I know this Tracey charbor is the vocalist for tt song!

They got bossa nova, break beat, trip hop, drum & bass, house…

I particularly like this song now…
in fact, putting it on loop…
who cares?
since i only play it in my discman – so no worries of irritating ppl siak!

>> Everything But The Girl – Before Today

I don’t want excuses.
I don’t want your smiles.
I don’t want to feel like we’re apart a thousand of miles.
I don’t want your attitude.
I don’t want your things.
But I don’t want a phone that never rings.
I want your love and I want it now.
I want your love and I want it now.

I don’t want your history.
I don’t want that stuff.
I want you to shut your mouth.
That would be enough.
I don’t care if you’ve been here before.
You don’t understand.
Tonight I feel above the law, I’m coming into land.
I want your love and I want it now.
I want your love and I want it now.

My heart is that much harder now.
That’s what I thought before today.
My heart is that much harder now.
I thought that it would stay that way, before today.
Before today.
But I don’t want a phone that never rings.
I want your love and I want it now.
I want your love and I want it now.
I want your love.

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Party Slut?.

I remember someone calling me tt b4…
Now tt I look back n see…
actually i’m quite a HEONG party animal man…
i drink n drink
i dance n i dance
MUAHAAHAHAAA!!!!

Went to Zouk for the Very Girlie Night on Friday
danced until my pants drop…
heheheee…
NOT!!!
i was wearing skirt lehhh… :O
mei mei ooor…

but we all had fun!
very shiokkk…

but – party slut?
s.l.u.t?
hmmm…

i think i dance pretty slutty sometimes man…
tt’s no good…
people –
shld i control myself?
or just as long i dun dance sluttily w strangers (ie guys)
it shld be ok?
i wun strip man…
dun worry

what u guys think?

Retreat?!.

well went to my company’s retreat today
8:30am <<< bladdy unearthly hour man
and i spent 15 bucks to get from bedok to hotel new otani?!
*bleep* <<< censored

talking abt how we shld work things out
n conform to their strategy
(hey i’m a non-confirmist ok…
and a non-lecture person)

been passing msgs
smsing
doodling – from caricatures of my colleagues
- to still life of the table arrangement
(not exactly la. just the fork)
badly drawn some more
ahahahaha….

but at least got freee foooooodddd

exciting huh…

anyways
going back to work
anyway who else going for the Very Girlie shit?

Ravenelle?
Aces Attic???
So far only got Raisins n Kyo…

thing is girl bring girl
guy bring girl
so you all call meeeeeee >:@

ok?

Garbage.

I would die for you
I would die for you
I’ve been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you’re mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And I will feel

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
I’ll tear it apart

I will lie for you
I can steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You’re just like me

Violate all my love that I’m missing
Throw away all the pain that I’m living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I’d do time for you
I would rape for you
I’d make room for you
I’d sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
‘Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you

Scary kinda crush man…
but then again…

i’m still here! :).

well people
i know i shocked some of u guys out there
with my long, heavy, deep, dark post…

but do not feel upset or worried…
i am still ok
it’s only certain moments that i’ll do that kinda stupid things…
i think i survived alot of things in life that really bothered me…
so –
i am a stronger person now!

i can feel it man…
seriously…

~ I will survive, I will hold my head up higggghhh~~~
(dancing disco steps)

decided to go for Zoukout
for those who saw this post – pls call me
we’ll buy the 26th July $35 tickets!!!

also
i got next Friday’s Very Girlie passes…
to Zouk
dunno what ijjit abt?

who wanntttt????
u know what to dooooo

muaahahahahaa…