Faye Wong.

whoo man…
watched “love actually” last night with raisins…
very wonderful, “wholesome”, well-produced, well-paced movie…
about… LOVE, actually…
i liked the Billy guy who dissed the British pop scene in ways u’d never imagined… >:D
i like Sarah, who had a crush on this SOOOO DRROOOOLLSOME guy in her office, too bad about the ending though :X …
i even like Hugh Grant in his Prime Minister role… likeable!
i like the lonely writer guy who found love in a Portuguese girl…
and the little boy who acted as Liam Neeson’s son… SO CHARMING!
whee wonderfully written characters, and the lines! DA LINES!

watch for a heart-warming night out with your special someone.
for my case, of course it’s LEHsins la
of course with ehem ehem someone betta la…
but bo bian???

the movie made me feel for Xmas in a slightly diff way…
but… guess i’m gonna be alone this Xmas… :\
not exactly alone alone, but … well u all get wat i mean right?
bo liao la me… -_-”’

time to drool at women too…
Faye Wong’s new album sounds great! going to buy it soon
the main track “Jiang Ai” has drum & bass, arabic elements in it…
check it out yo yo… \m/
the rest seemed pretty dancey n chillout n stuff…
jus my kind of muzak~!
i like her image in this album too… the neo-jap look…
so pretty… wish i got her figure to carry it off man…

maggie q is sooo beautiful… ~~~
MEI MEI WORRR…

I Wanna Give Up.

problematic.
i wanna give up.
i’m always on the passive side.
always on standby.
am i a call girl?
will be there when u need me, will disappear when u dun?

i wanna give up.

JB For Xmas!.

alright.
went JB with ppl from IMD and 2 from VSC…
had fun roaming around,
eating trash (yes must go work out tomorrow),
and roaming around aimlessly…
quite shitty la, the toilets, the city planning, the transport system…
so near us yet so different. :\

anyway it’s all good fun!

finally met up with M after 9 days… :S
i guess things aren’t as bad as i thought?
let my mind run wild again?
i’m really not sure.
but i guess it’s a different ball game altogether when dating
someone who actually has a career huh.
and especially if he’s a workaholic at tt. :\

HOWWWWWWWWW???
i admit i would like to hv a little more time together,
even though now i want more space for myself now…
but so difficult… aiyoh…..

see how la hah?

Bad Signs.

“So what if u’re sincere and all when u act like u can’t be bothered?
it’s too hard too early.
that’s what i think.
and much as he may have his reasons (work, identify crisis whatever), that’s no way to treat your gf or at the very least,
someone u actually care about.” – quoted from Dawny

I agree. This sums up wat I think actually.
M, if u r reading this…
We need to talk. Very urgently.
If u still can be bothered. If u still cared.
If we still matter to u.

I Don’t Wanna Know.

“I don’t know my future after this weekend
- and I don’t want to!

It takes courage to enjoy it
The hardcore & the gentle” ~ Big Time Sensuality by Bjork

Well yes u guys shld be thinking stuff…
But don’t laaa…

Firsts and Lasts.

: FIRSTs
> First best friend: Shuzhen from Yumin Pri Sch
> First real memory of something: Getting carried into my old old house,
a kampung hut… Remembered the sarong cradle in the middle of the living room, and the red red alter, and roughly the layout of the place.
> First car: Not into cars when I was younger… into Barbie dolls?!
> First date: Sometime Dec, 1998
> First break-up: Dec, 1998 (yeah 1st relationship was eckily short)
> First job: Sales Asst for this gift shop named…
Country Living at Heeren, now replaced by the vinyl records shop
> First screen name: YuckyGirl
> First self purchased album: Annie Yi Neng Jing’s “Wo Shi Mao”!?
> First pet: Goldie – a tiny goldfish who died of injuries from being bullied by e bigger goldfishes – tt’s why I never really liked fat goldfishes with fugly bulges on their forehead.
> First piercing/tattoo: Ear piercing done in a goldsmith shop at Bedok…
I was then in Primary 3 (same as Su-Lynn!)… No tattoo yet…
> First true love: Mr Fatty lor… let me experienced it, but too bad din last…
> First enemy: Myself. For not being strong and determined enough NOT
to sleep late. Food is another enemy of mine now. Love+Hate sial!
> First trip: Road trip squashed at the back of a small car my bro-in-law drove – all the way to Malacca… Had boring impression of tt place.
> First play/musical/performance: Primary school – I remembered playing Beauty of “Beauty and the Beast”, WTF… no one else wanted to do it ma… Then kena arrowed cos I was sitting right in front of the teacher…
> First musician you remember hearing in your house: Chinese oldies…
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:LASTs
> Last cigarette: Never had one. I Swear!
> Last big car ride: Well cruising around in M’s car, trying to look for places to sit down and have supper and talk is quite big I guess.
> Last good cry: Last night. Don’t ask why
> Last library book checked out: WHOO some Interior Decor book?
> Last movie seen: LOTR: ROTK! Good de nehhhhh….
> Last beverage drank: A hot mug of Milo in the morning
> Last food consumed: Sausage bun
> Last crush: Before M, there was someone whom I cannot name.
> Last tv show watched: Clear and Present Danger at California Fitness…
> Last time showered: Just 3 hours ago at Cali la…
> Last shoes worn: My UBER cool sandals…
> Last song played: Before Today by Everything But the Girl
> Last item bought: Mango skinny belt on sale, going for $16!
> Last annoyance: By a hyper-active/bawling/irritating kid on the bus
> Last disappointment: Missing M’s call in the gym, leading us not to meet AGAIN, fate… haven’t seen him for quite some time. :\
> Last soda drank: Coca Cola Light with Lemon
> Last ice cream eaten: A few mths ago, Mac’s 50 cents ice cream
> Last time wanting to die: Last night. Dun ask too
> Last time scolded: Last Friday, when I told off a colleague, that they can’t come up anytime they want n expect us to attend to their VERY urgent matters immediately. I have my stuff to do too! They are going on air later on some more… :\ Wait a while can die?! These people… Tsk tsk…
> Last shirt worn: Cyan top with Absolut Vodka logo on it… Wait. That’s a tee shirt I guess. Last worn a white shirt for AXN interview abt a mth + ago.
> Last website visited: http://www.friendster.com

If You Have A Little Time.

“If you’re feeling low and lost today
You’re probably doing too much again
You spend all your hours just rushing around
Do you have a little time
Do you have a little time for me?
Slow down my love you’re confusing me
If you’re feeling stressed just try calling
You spend your time waiting for anyone to see
Do you have a little time
Do you have a little time for me?
If you should stop for a while
You will find me standing by
Over here at the side of your life
I’d like to hold you still, remind you of all you’ve missed
If you have a little time
If you have a little time that is

Why do you still run when you could walk with me
Life will pass you by when you move as quickly
What can you see when you’re spinning around
Do you have a little time
Do you have a little time for me
If you should stop for a while
You will find me standing by
Over here at the side of your life
I like to hold you still, remind you of all you’ve missed
If you have a little time
If you have a little time that is

If you let me listen I’ll make you feel clear
You spend your time waiting for anyone to see
If you should stop for a while
You will find me standing by
Over here at the side of your life
I’d like to hold you still, remind you of all you’ve missed
If you have a little time
If you have a little time that is
If you should stop for a while
You will find me standing by
Over here at the side of your life
I’d like to hold you still, remind you of all you’ve missed
If you have a little time
If you have a little time that is” ~ Do You Have A Little Time by Dido

In My Place.

“In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn’t change,
I was lost, oh yeah.

I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn’t have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.

And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?

I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and under prepared,
But I wait for it.

And if you go, if you go,
Leave me down here on my own,
Then I’ll wait for you, yeah.

Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh for it

Sing it please, please, please,
Come back and sing to me,
To me, me.

Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing.

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn’t change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.” ~ In My Place by Coldplay

Mr M Intro.

hoi ppl…
i know u guys r dying to know what’s going on…
but a note to him first ya…

>> Dear Mark:
1. I know u mentioned u wanna spoil me.
Of course I’d like gifts, but I get guilty.
Especially if I didn’t buy them out of my own pocket.
AND even if I get a good buy, I’d still heart pain leh…
That’s me la – suffering from After-Shopping-Guilt Syndrome.
Guess I’m broke for too long liao… Too used to “poverty”.

2. I’m afraid of turning into Material Girl.
Turning into someone I’d hate to be.
Please keep a watch on me.

3. Yes I would still like gifts *hint hint*.
But keep it to the necessary ones? Forget the necklace+watch thingy.
And YES, I would like the 40GB gadget >:D

4. Yes, I think I know what I want out of us already.
Hope u’ll get to read this -
Sorry for giving you a bad scare that night.
Sorry for hurting you in that kinda shitty way.
Give me a weeeee bit time. Ya?

5. I am truly happy with you.
I sincerely appreciate your input to this relationship.
I enjoy your company – never mind the UBER bad jokes (worse than mine).
I thank you for your sweeeetness,
never felt tt way since… a million years ago…
Yes, I am getting mushy.
But, yes I’m slowly feeling that way for you.

6. While I go my gym, you go your golf.
Don’t want you to have no life aye!

>>> Alright, trivia for you guys.
1. To Hweekun: he was my IRC friend. Yes it’s whirlwind again.

2. We met up for late-night makan at 85 Fengshan market.
Clicked. Comfort. Companionship found for two lonely ppl.
Two ppl looking for that soulmate…

3. He’s 28, Saggi, stable, likes me for who I am (very impt),
kinda emotional, stays at Siglap.

4. Currently, in shaky dating stage.
Pls see chunk-for-him above for confirmation of status-to-be.

5. Not trying to hao lian, but he’s really nice to me :D:D

6. Has a 2nd birth name sama as my ex, WTH!

>>>> OK I’m going to be in a good mood recently!
And no I am not going to lose n forget my frens like the previous time,
feel free to jio me out clubbing! makaning! shopping!

And Mr M, pls take care of yourself. AND SMOKE LESS!

Long time no blog.

ok…
very bad of me…
i haven’t been blogging.
i’ve been eating too much and also BBQ food (at the Sentosa chalet)
i’ve been drinking boooooooze (at both Jessica’s BD party and chalet)
i’ve not been working out as much as i hope to be…
i’ve been lazy.

cos… i’ve been dating.
no details yet until some things have been confirmed…
(yoyo i know u’ll be reading this,
but anyways dun worry la DEH!)

Jessica: lemme tell u.
we will always be true friends.
we have been there for each other for years,
thru all the shittiest shit,
and we will be there for each other still.
dun thank me for staying with you that night,
not becos i HAVE to, but becos i wanna take care of you.
but it hurts me to see you puking your guts out,
and STILL worry about ur husband trashing you for getting drunk.
take care of your stomach n liver huh!
AND your image!!! >:P