I Ish Can Do It.
After moping about my misdeeds, my bodily malfunctions and my lack of motivation for a couple of days… I logged on to www.WeAreWonderWomen.com just now and found that… apart from Molly’s resilience, I’ve ought to pick up some optimism from her.
Her health was down to the pits, but she stayed cheerful and brave. I know, I’m a little slow to share this, but whenever I log on to her blog, her stories have always touched me in a place too deep inside.
I may think of death, and many times I think awful, morbid thoughts about how great it’ll be, if I could just leave this sickening world, not having to work anymore and face what others have to say about me and my careless mistakes.
And then I am given a rude reminder – this condition that I have is a warning to me. That if I let myself go like I did before (although I was happily eating all the things that will eventually do me in), things could spell big trouble.
The fact is, life’s too short. Too incredulous, but really short to want to end it prematurely. By my own hands, even.
I’ve got people to love…
Places to go…
People to impress…
Things to eat…
Music to enjoy…
People’s opinion about me to alter…
Cats to molest…
Sights to behold…
So many unaccomplished hopes and wishes… I can’t just give up like that.
No I can’t.
Yeah…
I shouldn’t.
brenda
Friday, 10. July 2009 um 4:19 pm Uhr
hi no worries abt pcos. if u research on it, u’ll realise it’s actually quite common. i had it too. and i gave birth to a boy 3yrs ago. yes, it’s indeed harder job for us to conceive, nevertheless, it’s possible! so dun give up! oh i dun mean u wanted to conceive, what im just trying to say is tt yes we’re indeed different from non-pcos-er, but it’s just a matter of how u see it.