I Still Am.

For those in the know… sometime ago, I did something rather stupid, on behalf of a friend… to hurt people I also regarded as friends.

I don’t know why I did it, but I agreed to it and did that thing very quickly. But of course, the consequences of stupidity bite back very quickly as well.

Yes, things have blown over and we are now enemies of some sort… but I do sincerely feel bad about it.

I have to accept the consequences of being a stupid fool, and those whom I hurt unintentionally have the right to call me horrible names. I have to suck it all up because of a promise.

A promise to keep mum as to who is the true perpetrator of that awful awful thing we did, and that we could have executed in another manner that could have caused less of a backlash.

Most of the others have already forgotten about it, but yes, guilt never really go away. So no, I am still not saying whodunnit, because all hell would break loose if I did… and I wish them all, a wonderful life together.