About 82% Burnt Out… and Going….

I am trying my best to keep this running. But so many nights I spent looking at the inbox and hoped nothing really concerned me and I didn’t have to rush to try to get it attended to asap. I wished I could clear that damned inbox for once.

Weeks away before I am officially handed the reins to this wild, prancing horse and take on a much heavier task. I have problems saying “no” and I am sure some people see that weakness in me… and then they exploit it, for a lack of a better word.

I take it on, thinking it’s for a good cause… and then I somewhat resent having people call me at odd times of the day… like when I am driving in the peak hour traffic, or having my lunch.

The result? I am getting burnt out, but I feel a deep sense of responsibility to work it out, no matter what. I promised, hence I have to fulfill it, despite the challenges.

I hope I emerge from this stronger, and much more capable. But I seriously need a break.

Why is it people still exploit my inability to say “no, I can’t and I won’t”?

Gosh. So tired.