Barffie The Whine Connoisseur

I dun wanna screw up this friendship.
Or whatever that is left of it.
I really dun.
But why is it that whatever I do or say seemed to irritate him?

Maybe I shld really leave him alone.

I know somehow he needed someone to talk abt his job thingy…
Or abt his family or something.
But I guess I am not the one to talk to now…

Even though he tells me he’s alright, he’s ok…
But I sensed his irritation.
Or maybe I jus pissed him off generally.
I don’t know. My behavior, my thinking…
I jus wish he could tell me exactly wat is bothering him.

I wanna care. Dumb of me to do that.
But I wanna see tt he is happy.
Only that I will have my closure.

But if my care, my concern is irritating him,
I will be really lost.

I really shld jus not msg him on irc, icq, yahoo anymore.

I just want to be there for u.
All I ask for is some appreciation.
Some taste of our friendship in the past.
That is all.
And don’t go on about it anymore.
What will happen had happened.
What will go wrong had gone wrong.
If I am not right for you, so be it.
I dunno what is it that u find that I dun understand.

But I understand that, it’s a time for the credits to roll…
The audience to leave the seats…
Janitors will come and clear up the mess in the theatre,
remove the cups, popcorn boxes, and so on…
There will be little little bits of popcorn still stuck somewhere
in the carpet.
They might jus stay there forever, staining the theatre.
We can only hope for an extremely fussy cleaner who
decides to give the theatre a good scrubbing.
And the next bunch of movie-goers will come into the theatre,
enjoying the movie that might just be nice.