Thankful

by barffie

i feel peaceful.
and relieved now.
i guess it was a good decision now.
that i end it before it gets deeper.
and it will hurt both of us even more. so. yeah.

and.
there is someone else now.
we r not together,
but his appearance made me see the stagnant stage i was in.
and i shld move on.
not tt i cheated on M,
but whatver minuscle feelings i hv for him faded over time.

i am looking for someone…

who can travel with me,
share his life with me,
dance with me,
sing with me,
read with me,
walk with me,
laugh with me,
feel with me…

it was from my 20 nov 2003 entry.

i didn’t feel alot of that with M.
but yeah, maybe i was disillusioned. =\

anyways, new feelings for a “brand new” year!
it’s a good start.
Peace and Love to all of u people reading this!

and thank you M. i really do.