Barffie The Whine Connoisseur

mood: depressed
after months and months of anticipation for the addition of my little room,
after planning n getting all hot and bothered :X over the decor.
my mum tells me we might be moving away very soon.
where to?
i dunno, but…
i think most probably some place where i can’t have my own space still.

and i’m going crazy, i want my own room.

where i can call my haven, sanctuary, hideout, bla bla bla…
where i can decorate with all my favorite things…
hanging retro curtains, painting the walls with retro designs,
and be able to hide somewhere n use e comp,
n not disturbing my mama and stuff…

why can’t i have my own space?
why i always can’t have what i want? it’s just a little request?
alright if we are moving, i am NOT going to pay for any utility bills.
my brother can pay all of it.

mood: still depressed. haven felt like crying in months. but now i do.