Chains?

by barffie

yeap some ppl think my project DAMN big,
it is big in a way…
but i have given myself more time,
JUST in case i couldn’t finish it,
for one reason or another,
and i wanna finish it quick,
cos we’re a little short-handed,
so cannot take too much time oso…

anyway the show isn’t that great,
the “supposedly” funny bits only managed to mildly amuse me.
and i am really not one for family comedies…
so…
just a trailer that would do it justice will do la…
i hope i get more chances like this…
get to explore writing scripts,
thinking of songs to use,
and the approach to do it…

ok la not too bad, it’s an ok thing… *mumbles mumbles*

yeap, this is a boring friday night…
no where to go, no one to go out with, no money to go anywhere…
few of us wanted to watch “Cypher”,
but it’s no longer running in the theatres already…
i’m interested in sci-fi, fantasy movies…

some of the movies i liked:
the truman show
pleasantville
lord of the rings
phenomenon

shows like that intrigue me,
not some fuzzy romance thingy… not some comedy…
not into horror shows somehow (not tt it scares me)…
horror movies just make u feel SCARED.
maybe of toilets, or of water, or of little kids with long hair,
or of little kids wearing raincoats, or of…
well it’s just a scaredey feeling,
nothing special like “WOAHHHH”, or “HEY!”, or “HMM…”
it’s just “AHHHHHHH…”
i like shows with fantasy elements in it man.
i like… … …

ok, enough of myself.
but i can’t comment much on the rest of the world
and the things tt happen around me lately…
haven’t been reading the news or anything… ;\

but i know about the CPF cuts,
the shitty measures that the government are calling “preventive”.
they r just making our lives more miserable than it already is.
those who cannot afford buy flats by cash,
those who use the CPF to pay for their children’s education,
those who use it to invest for money to grow faster.

and most singaporeans will just resign to their fates,
and will continue to hold on to the government railing,
not knowing where it will actually lead them.
maybe i am like this too.

but i am thinking of applying for a “working holiday” visa in UK.
(thanks to assholepup for providing this info)
just something to get away from my life, for a while.
yes…
but can i afford to let my family go almost incomeless for a year?
i can’t.
that is why i dun dare to go study full time,
and i know doing design is not something easily you can handle
part time.
i could save up enough for a plane ticket to UK.
but…
there’s alot of things holding me back.

i guess they are called chains, indeed.